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I look at surrounding of my house, it seems quite complete by now. I recalled those moment when i struggle to fill up the house from scratch to today. Recently i've even added few small shelves deco, it's simple vases filled with whitish shells, these shells are my long time collection and now, i can finally display it. This represent, i don't have to worried about completing the house, it's all completed, for now, at least i have the time to start decorating to make it a more complete one. Each time when i added any new item, be it a enw renovation, furniture, eletrical setting, kitchen utensil, eletrical appliances or bathware, i feel excited about the new "live", it represent a progress, a progress to have my own home home. A own home that you build, develop it on your own effort, that satisfaction is valuable.

Now i've started slow down in developing, i guess it was due to it seems complete now or perhaps i don't have much passion as before, perhaps i've other focus in my life, perhaps...and i start feeling bored with it, although just a little.

Sometime ago, someone told me that a love will die that's because both have given up on developing it. Remember love was develop from affections, efforts, love gets even stronger. However if one start slowing down, love will be gone one day, just like most of the long time relationship, Love vanished and remain only the responsibility. So this friend of mine determined that he would not let it die, he refused to be the killer. Who will be the lucky one i thought.

This statemnent is so true which applied to how i feel about my house today. I need to find to add in more sparks in my house, so i feel excited each time i'm home, but there is price to pay to achieve the excitement...sigh.